I'm one of those only-happy-when-I'm-miserable people.

Oh, you too, huh? Yeah, the people around me think it is odd that I constantly surround myself with so much depression and sadness, but it really does fill some void for me... I think I can blame my latest bout of depression on Alexander. But you prolly already know that... ^_^

And Artsyesque? I like. Good word.