Oh, sweety, I know this may sound trite and flippant, but it is not meant as such: Think of this as a setback, and a setback only. To do otherwise will only make you go crazy. Hang in there, think of something else for the next couple days... Options will open up. They usually have a way of doing so, given a good night's rest and some relaxation. Just take a break from it for a bit. Go out, go walk, hang with friends... Read. Perhaps in the future, a discussion with the folks is warranted, but today is not that day. *hugs* I wish I could give you more help...