Yeah, Ambiguity really struck a chord with me. I actually tend not to like forceful sex fics too much... but this one was so painful inside... I just couldn't get over the hurt and loss Harry must be feeling in order to feel he has to do this: to deny everything, to pretend the love of his life has returned, to treat his friends in such a way. He felt so lost and dead to me. Draco was not really there, but his presence was like a restless spirit hovering over everything. This fic hurts, and I love it.
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Date: 2004-10-25 12:04 am (UTC)From:Yeah, Ambiguity really struck a chord with me. I actually tend not to like forceful sex fics too much... but this one was so painful inside... I just couldn't get over the hurt and loss Harry must be feeling in order to feel he has to do this: to deny everything, to pretend the love of his life has returned, to treat his friends in such a way. He felt so lost and dead to me. Draco was not really there, but his presence was like a restless spirit hovering over everything. This fic hurts, and I love it.